just want some interaction

I want someone to talk to,

someone that knows me as Jamie Peters–that knows my insides that is screaming for conversation.There is a difference between wanting to commit suicide and just wanting to stop the pain.

Is it so wrong to just want someone to talk to so that you won’t think about the person that left you over peer pressure? Is it so wrong to hope to have love again. I do not want to be stuck in a thought that I could never love again. Love is too beautiful and companionship too wonderful to live with the thought that I would never have love or be loved again. However I totally resent it when people tell me that she was a liar, an impostor, that I was just a stepping stone… I loved her— so please don’t insult her– but I’m not staying here – I am moving on– I’m hurt yes– but I would love to laugh with someone again, I would love to love again. I am not holding on to the pain, I am not holding on to the past– I enjoy being alive when I am loved—and inlove– I want to enjoy Life– I want to live— I want to laugh– I want to love.

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4 comments on “just want some interaction

  1. What a beautiful post! I think it’s the hard times that make us stronger, and I sense that you are moving toward a happier time in your life. We all want the same things, don’t we?

  2. Kathy says:

    “I would love to laugh with someone again, I would love to love again. I am not holding on to the pain, I am not holding on to the past– I enjoy being alive when I am loved—and in love– I want to enjoy Life– I want to live— I want to laugh– I want to love.”

    Yes! this is so positive thank you 🙂

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